Failure

          Well this year I definitely crashed and burned. I didn't get into the program I needed and so I'm set back yet another semester and I quit running and I forgot to turn in some pretty major assignments. Furthermore I have no idea how we're going to be able to pay for my husband to go to school in one week. I hate being stuck. No matter what I've done I'm in the same place I started a year ago. Therefore I've been killing myself and losing sleep for nothing.This is a depressing post to be the first one in months, but I'm pretty discourage. I even got to spend 10 days in Hawaii for my sisters wedding and all I'm really feeling from that is the debt. I think I'm just going to post some other time when I don't feel so hopeless.